After the first
quick, simple trip to visit friends in Swaziland, Africa in May of 2012,
God clearly showed me that He was calling our family to partner with
our full-time missionary friends and to join His work there in the
community of Lesibovu on a long-term basis. It was with great joy that
the next summer, my husband James and I traveled with a team including
our two oldest children and several friends from church. The next
summer, our team consisted of more local friends, and the same 4 members
of our family. Then, a season of wandering and wondering what He was
doing. It was a long, nearly three year season that still brings up many
emotions as I type it out.
Those 2 years and 10 months between
our last trip and this most recent one? So much has transpired. Trips
planned.
Minimally successful fundraisers. Discouragement. Health crisis.
Surgery. Job change. Financial stress. Redirection. Lots
of waiting. Prayers answered with "not now." Trip postponed. Another
year. Hope building. Another tentative plan. Then, another trip
cancelled. Excitement over possible
partner in ministry. Disappointment in silence and lack of response.
Struggle to be faithful and continue to work.
The GKC
family and others continued to remind us that even when our good plans
do not pan out, the best kind of good can come from those times. Our
missing the precious ones in Swaziland was so difficult. Our hearts
longed to see and tell them we hadn't forgotten and we wanted to be
there. We know how fragile life is especially in Swaziland, and we
feared not seeing some of the same children whenever we could return.
Fear fought to control our thoughts. We felt so responsible to meet
expectations and needs and to be present, in their community, to remind
them that Jesus was faithful--while also struggling to remember that
Truth ourselves. The irony wasn't lost on me.
Then early
this year I heard amazing news from our partner ministry, Children's
HopeChest. A lady who has a passion for the Lord and with considerable
means and financial resources had approached them, and desired to use
her resources to invest and build a legacy in Swaziland. She wanted to
commit to helping a specific community reach self-sustainability over
several years. They had encouraged her that Lesibovu was the place in
greatest need and she was in agreement and wanted to visit it soon. A
trip that HopeChest was giving their blessing to with a second
partnering ministry (Kids Around the World) was in the works. The goal
was to build a huge playground through them for this community as part
of a trip she desired to take 8 family members on in May. Would we like
to join them?
I am sure I responded positively at some
point, but I know that mainly I cried out of sheer astonishment. I had
prayed God would give us more connections maybe throughout our county,
or even statewide here in Alabama. But this lady - do you know where she
is from?
CALIFORNIA!!
God connected Teri
from the Los Angeles area of a state clear across our country, with us,
using a ministry in Colorado and another one in Indiana, to join forces
and serve for a couple of weeks in southern Africa.
You
know what I keep learning and relearning through this? His plan is so
much bigger than we can imagine. His ways are completely beyond ours.
All that hurt and sadness in the waiting led to things that now we can see and understand as:
Beautiful
messages of encouragement from friends. Trust built as we had to wait
to see His purpose unfold. Realization that we aren't meant to be the
answer to the needs of others - only Jesus is. Time poured into
outreach and work
on fundraisers were blessings and done over time, not packed into one
short period. The blessing of deepening faith for the Swazis who relied
on their Father instead of Americans. Unity between teammates with vast
differences of personality, background, and resources serving with a
common focus and goal. Prayers for God to give us a much wider audience
to reach
with news of the work He is doing in Swaziland were answered.
He was glorified!
Thank
you to many of you who have supported and prayed for this ministry. We
deeply appreciate the family of Grace Klein's loyal assistance with
fundraising, networking, and sharing of the struggle and the joy that
come with ministry. We continue to pray about future service to the
community of Lesibovu and what the Lord has planned for us next. We
covet your prayers most for the full-time servants who give so much to
the country of Swaziland daily. It is a gift to us anytime we are able
to share the load just a bit with them. Their faith and selflessness are
inspiring and beautiful.
I love these verses from The
Message's version of my favorite New Testament chapter. Paul wrote about
God's goodness shown in the Mystery of Jews and Gentiles being on equal
standing before Christ - something at first absolutely beyond
comprehension to those in the early Church. If He can do this, why do we
ever doubt His ability to handle our concerns or fears?
Ephesians 3:20-21 God can do
anything, you know—far more than you could ever imagine or guess or
request in your wildest dreams! He does it not by pushing us around but
by working within us, his Spirit deeply and gently within us.That's
what He does to bring us into His family, and in our daily lives He is
still guiding and unveiling His plan in perfect timing and perfect ways.
He's such a good, good Father.